The Science of Faith

Rationalizing the irrational. I have a very clear idea of why religion came about. The early humans were starting to grasp concepts which were hard to grasp in their primitive minds. We are talking around 160,000-40,000 years ago. As we evolved as a species, we grew a greater capacity to learn and understand action and …

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Exposed

Hiding behind the scars. How do you talk about things that make you vulnerable? That is a question I have been struggling with all my life. I'm guessing I am not alone in that regard. My childhood was difficult. To put it mildly. Eventually the state had to intervene, but the damage was already done. …

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Anxiety Wrapped in silk

It has been a difficult week for me. The black cloud of self loathing, and hopelessness have left me paralyzed in my writing. I find myself unable to accept that I can an will succeed in my goals. Is there a light at the end of this tunnel? I really can't answer that at the …

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Budget Discovery

I think of myself as pretty budget savoy mother. When it comes to feeding 3 growing boys, I have to get the most food for my buck. Lets face it kids are bottomless pits. Which means I easily spend $200 or more a week on groceries. And that's with school in session. I have learned …

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The Nothing Inside

I'm staring at the blank screen in front of me, trying to figure out how to say what I have been holding inside since the day the truth came out; months ago, now. No words come to mind. Silently weeping There is a flame in my world that is slowly being extinguished. My ability to …

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